I'm afraid.

i think.

2010-08-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

I think I will stop posting here for a moment.

& Continue @ http://control-isdamn.tumblr.com/

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2010-08-28T00:30:00.001+08:00

My arms still hurts shit & I can't sleep due to the pain. FML. ):
I think it's worst than my knee, cause the pain is continuous.
I feel like I cant take it any longer. ):
Tears are like spilling thanks to the pain.
GOD, someone can you please distract me?

I dont know why.

2010-08-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

I dont know what's my feeling now.

Somehow, I just felt like crying.

Moodswings whatever, cause I know it's not.

Tired.

2010-08-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

I tried to post, but I realised I was so damn tired now after one whole day of cfb project.
Will post soon.

Over-due.

2010-08-22T23:05:00.005+08:00

Happy 6th Monthsary, Baby Boy.

I.LOVE.YOU (:

Even, it's over-due 2 days ago. (:

(P/S: I love my boyfriend because he's so sweettt RT @ huangchunTan It's become my daily routine that, before i sleep, i thought of you in my arms. After i wake up, i long to see your sunshine face. <3 )

(P/P/S: I tell you, his face is so cute.)

Gulity

2010-08-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

I.HAVE.NO.INTENTION.OF.HURTING.ANYONE

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2010-08-22T14:39:00.000+08:00

I.NEED.TO.REFLECT

Maybe, I am just not the one.

It's just us.

2010-08-18T22:16:00.001+08:00

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep withit for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it’s stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

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2010-08-11T16:37:00.000+08:00

I.AM.STILL.SO.SAD.

I.AM.STILL.CRYING.SO.BADLY.

I.NEED.A.HUG.

FML.

2010-08-11T15:16:00.001+08:00

I was so angry, fustrated & irritated just now.

I was so close to my breaking point.

I wanna shout, scream & cry.

But after I saw the tweets, my heart went soft.

I totally forgot what I wanna rant about.

I just wanna care for you again.

&I walked in the rain, hoping I could think properly.

But I ended up falling down in the middle of nowhere,

Getting my ankle sprained & a bruised elbow.

Not to mention, my knee hurts shit.

F.M.L

Something. ):

2010-08-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

God, something is so wrong with me. ):

~~I.AM.CRYING.AGAIN.~~

FML.

Why am I always in pain?

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2010-08-09T17:39:00.002+08:00

FEVER AGAIN.

I.HATE.BEING SICK.

Let's try.

2010-08-08T12:06:00.000+08:00

Let's just try it out; I am gonna be happy today. (:

& I love my new bear. LOL.

I am going out soon to meet my ladies for our CIP project. (: Meeting boyfriend later for dinner. LOL.

Mixed Feelings.

2010-08-06T08:26:00.000+08:00

I've skipped school once again. Cause it's useless being there. Not to mention my class was choosen to do a stupid cheer to welcome the vips. Don't be mistaken, there's no classes today. Only some celebrating of National Day. So, yup here I am still typing away instead of reaching school by now. I am going out later to complete my ILT project with Ai @ Bishan. Have to carry my heavy laptop & boyfriend's super huge present. LOL.

I am so lazy today morning, so I've decided to put on my tanks & shorts. Can't be bothered. Shall wear slippers. What a lazy day.

So many thoughts has been in me recently. Those unsettling feelings, those sickening unfinished works. I wonder why, why can't I be a little happier. So it'll make things easier. For me, for everyone. A little part inside me wish to travel back to the past, the past where everything seem so simple, easy & fun with friends. But another part of me wants to stay in the present and move on to the future. I think I am totally confused of what I am seeking for. Perhaps for now, I'm temporarily lost. Maybe time will bring me back.

Oh well, happy thoughts! I am meeting boyfriend! &maybe dearest later on. :D
&Honestly, I dont think there's anything wrong with girls wearing guys t-shirt.

If I believe, everything will be fine right?

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2010-08-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

I feel so insecure.
Felt like crying so badly once I reached school today.
My eyes are so freaking sore. ):
Cause I've cried too much again.

Screw it.

2010-08-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

I.AM.STRESSED.UP!

You have no freaking idea how stressed up I am right now. FML. I am so sick & tired of someone being dependent to me. YES, I AM FREAKING SICK! Stop asking me what to do, cause I dont control your life for god sake. ARGHH!

&My group haven't complete the freaking ILT presentation slides. FUCK. I am so screwed can. You know how freaking stressful when someone told me our group might be the one presenting next since all the group in front of us are have group members participating SYOG!? Further more, Ai & Cheryl are sick. So we can't expect the presentation slides to be complete soon. What's more, is our script. Oh God, FUCK MY LIFEEE. I really hate it when such things happens. ): Can I just quit? What's the point where I doubt I can finish on time? FML.

We have upcoming progress test & CFB project that cost our gpa score. (: Fantastic isnt it?

But the happy thing is that my BEV article is approved. (:
(P/S:Boyfriend please ignore all the vulgarities, I just need to shout it out.)

Ahhh, forget it. I think I'll just complete the Presentation slide on my own first so the girls can have more rest. &Girls, Please get well soon.

(:

2010-08-01T11:40:00.000+08:00

Stay Tuned.

Cause it's so funny.

(P/S:These guys are great @ painting faces. :D)

You're 17!

2010-07-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Boyfriend. (:

I Love You.

Ramdom Thoughts 101

2010-07-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

OOVOO!

huang chun- says: I GOT OREO NOW, COOKIES NOW, COCOCRUNCH NOW! BEAT THAT!
Shaneeeyy, says: never shareeee. ):

HAHAHA.

Ramdom Thoughts 101

2010-07-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

Will my tummy sink in,

if I starve myself one whole day?

Ramdom 101

2010-07-28T08:39:00.002+08:00

HUNGRY.

Rawr.

I am so wrong.

2010-07-28T07:20:00.000+08:00

Basically, I haven't been sleeping whole night. & now, It's actually time to go to school. But I am seriously too exhausted to travel all the wayy. ):

&I've been thinking all night. But nothing came into my mind. Tears are like waterfall. I wonder why the past me doesn't have this problem of feeling lonely. Yes, I felt lonely. For the first time after so long.

For everytime, I know there's always someone out there for me. But now, it's different.

I totally can't differentiate what's a true friend & what's not. Must be the age problem (J always say this whenever there's a different feeling we felt each time.) I totally miss my friends. ): LAURAA, Where are you?? Are you dead, R!?

Dear me, I FELT HORRIBLE!.

I felt like I hurted boyfriend.
I felt like I can't manage me anymore.
I felt like I am gonna die if I can't smile.
I felt like committing suicide cause I am lonely.

Dear me, so is it possible to help yourself?

(P/S: Forget it, I am too tired to travel so far to school.)

I am growing fat, mad fat. ):

2010-07-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

*Melts*

I can never get enough of this. I love Ice-Cream & I love waffle. This is like the best combinations ever. Mad loves. Had this just now with Sebby.:D & Ate like a ton @ Billy Bombers. Went to 3 places today, Amk - Dhoby & City hall. Dead tired. LOL. Spend a BOMB today. But whatever.

&I finally got my long waited duffle bag from New Look. *squeal* Thanks to my boyfriend. :D
&school's tmrr. ): *Sadness*

-abruptly end to my post.-

Hypocrites.

2010-07-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

Let's talk about school issue today shall we? (:
H-Y-P-O-C-R-I-T-E-S, shall be the sub-topic of today.
Both me & dearest do agree on that there are tons of hypocrites out there. But the saddest thing of all is that you actually know some of them. Why? Cause you'll never know when they will backstab you. Other than backstabbing, they are also best in being 2 faced bitch. (: You'll never know when they are on your side or when did they cross over to the dark sides. (cause they gave them cookies.) Some asked: "Why be their friends than if you know they're a freaking hypocrite bicth!?" Well, the answer is. Because you don't know them well, thus you're giving them a chances to know them better. But as times goes by, the more you know them, the more they will tend to show their true colours. So sad but yet so true.

Oh well, sidetrack. Did I ever mention how much I hated my new campus?
Well, I doubt I said so. But now I am telling you all. I hated my new campus like shit loads. (: True that it might seem so WOW & dumbfounded for the first few days. But after 2 days, I grew to hate my campus. Sure it does have tons of new facilities, & cool shops like "each a cup", "7-11" and "shopNsave". I mean which school actually have a bbt shop!? No other campus except for mine. (; But in a campus like this, it means you have to walk more (considering the size of the campus), climb more stairs (cause my classes usually is @ the 6th floor & the lift is ALWAYS packed!) & freezing cold aircons which you can't off it cause it's a centralised system. -.-' Did I ever mention how packed it is during lunch times!? How freaking irritating of the tapping card system? How annoying the guys are? Cause they'll stare & stare & stare. -.-' LIKE WOLFS! FML.

Other than all the mention above, WORK HAS BEEN PILING IN! Like mad rushness. ): We've spend more than a month doing our ILT Slides Presentation. Spent every weekend of ours @ National Library. But yet it's not complete. &there's CFB roleplay next. How about another LPD community service work coming along eh? HUH!? HUH!?HUH!? Oh, & tons of test. -.- Major stress out. ): I mean honestly, work is piling & it doesn't help by getting stared @ by every single guy in the school. (did I mention there's 8000 student?) &get bitched by other girls cause they just jealous of you!? I tell you this feeling sucks! Cause I am constantly reminding myself that they are staring cause they are jealous, &there's nothing wrong with how I look. ):

Major sadness. But on the bright side...

I think this picture of boyfriend is super cute. HAHAHAS. (cause I capture his thinking-in-process look.) Oh oh, & I bought new pumps @ only 16bucks! Mad find! &&&Meeting Dearest soon in august. (: Ai & Cheryl are like forever cute. LOL. I Love Squeezing Ai's Chubby Face!

Okay, bye.

Unsatisfaction.

2010-07-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

I think I always have that look on my face. & surprisingly I wonder how I maintain this face.
Just bought a pumps. Shall blog soon. (:

I wanna go MIA.

2010-07-13T21:30:00.003+08:00

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But it's all a lie. ): I am gonna disappear for a moment. Goodbye.
Off-My-Phone.

I am a walking contradiction.

2010-07-13T20:46:00.001+08:00

I don't know what I am feeling now.

I felt like crying, but I've to keep on smiling.
I am sad, but I am gonna be happy.
I wanna breakdown, but I have to be strong.
Tell me, how contradicting I am?

I've so much to whine and complain about. But there's no one I can do this too cause they are all so busy with their own problems. ): I wanna run away you know?
I currently hate my life. ):

1. My school are filled with scary guys that stares/stalks.
2. My teachers sucks big time. &they are totally ridiculous.
3. Got creeeped out by many many guys today; ask for numbers etc.
4. I really need a hug, but I can't get one. ):
5. Projects and stuff are really piling. & my teachers are like so high standard.
6. Friends are making me to do the impossible.
7. My school have ridiculous lessons like swimming.

R said this to me once, I am the sunshine girl of many. &I shine because the people around me are happy. I wanna things to be fine again. Recently, I've always been wanting to cry in school. Regardless of during lesson, or lunch. I can't hold on for long. ):

My ducky is in a terrible condition, so I changed to this temporary. Until I fix my ducky.

Back to happy note. Swimming lesson was basically playing water captain's ball. LOL. I swam a lot trying to snatch the ball. & I showered with 5 girls in a cubicle!! HAHAS. Fun much!? Thanks Rubyyyyyy for accompanying me to buy food & print stuff. (:

&I guess, friends in school are currently the reason why I travel so far for everyday.

If everything were just...

2010-07-04T16:26:00.000+08:00

So Simple.

Being contented with little things. Laughed out loud when I saw something funny. Just smile whenever I see yellow things. Happy cause there's lots of food. But no. It's not that simple. ):

9 Deadly Words.

2010-07-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

Lol, So true. Well, but it doesn't apply to me for 2, 5 & 9. :D

Like you

2010-07-01T15:20:00.001+08:00

"I’m afraid I’ll never find a person who will love me unconditionally with all my imperfections."

Yes, I am a selfish bitch.

Knowing you.

2010-07-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

"One of the worse things in life is caring about someone and wondering how they’ve been and what they’ve been up to when they’ve stopped thinking about you a long time ago."

So, will you stop thinking about me?

I'll survived.

2010-06-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

BAM! :D

...

Scare you guys with my retarded looking face & my blueeee nails. :D

Holding on.

2010-06-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

"Nothing was ever going to be ordinary or the same again. You could patch up whatever was broken, but if you were the one who had fixed it, you’d always know in your heart where the fault lines lay."

I read it.

2010-06-21T23:58:00.001+08:00

I felt so guilty and ashamed of myself now. ): I felt that I am not a good friend to many. I felt that I neglected tons of people that I actually cared. ): God, I felt so selfish. Every met up I had, I would always blabber about my life, but never ask how's theirs/hers. ): I never actually know how are their inner world like. ): I am ashamed of myself right now.

I felt like shit. Never I knew there's so much happenings in your life that you needed someone right beside you. God, I need to bang the wall right now. ): I thought, I promised. I promised to myself that I'll be beside any of my close friends when they need me. But than again, I can't. Cause maybe, I just never tried to understand or cared. ):
I can't be a good friend. ):
I never am a good friend. ):

I am sorry. ):

Happy Father's Day.

2010-06-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hello people. I know I have been lack of updating about my life recently. But I guess that's partly because I actually felt constricted to blog out how I felt now. ): I don't know why, but maybe because I know that people are actually veiwing my blog.

Oh well, so back to happy thoughts. Happy father's day. I love my daddy. :D
&Happy 4th month anniversary baby. :D
(P/S: Sun burns hurts shit. )

I am feeling..

2010-06-17T15:12:00.000+08:00

Sad, Hopeless, Weird, Abnormal.

Stop reminding me it, I know the fact that I have a crack on my knee isnt normal at all. ):
I need a break, I need fun. ):
Someone help, please?

Might, Might Not.

2010-06-16T10:35:00.001+08:00

I am damn bored right now. Cause I am stuck at some resturant @ Toapayoh & it's sucha perfect weather to sleep in. ):

):

2010-06-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes we guard people from the truth to protect them from getting hurt. But by doing that we only hurt them more in the long run."

Envy.

2010-06-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

&you said you envy me. You said I have family members whom love me so much while you hated your brother. You said I always have friends surrounding me unlike you. You said I have so much friends that care so much for me. You said I can smile and laugh almost everyday. You said I was strong. You said I was pretty & I look nice in everything. You said I was fortunate to have almost everything I wanted. You said I have such a good boyfriend compared to yours. You said I was so confident. You said you envy me over and over again.

I don't deny, indeed I felt blessed. But little did you know how much I was suffering deep down. The agony. The pain. The broken heart. Yes, I might not understand your life, but little do you to mine. Everyone have things that they suffer for. So please, don't envy me because of what I have. What I have, you may not have. But again, what you have, I may not get. It's the way of life honey. You do not understand how my life works yet.

Like now,

2010-06-08T08:33:00.000+08:00

I.NEED.A.HUG.BADLY. ):

I've curls. (:

2010-06-06T22:24:00.003+08:00

This is me in straight hair.

&this is me with curls.

Earlier on, I went out for family dinner. & there is like a lot of time. So I decided to curl my hair. (Don't mind the outfit. I haven't change yet.) But my brother say it looks weird. ):

(P/S: Don't tell my my curls are not obvious. Cause my curler was down & I just make do with flat iron. :P)

OMG, Ramdom Much?

2010-06-06T17:22:00.000+08:00

Sebastian: Agnes the Shane. Do you know any ninja aroundddd?
Me: Yar I know. Me lor.
Sebastian: Okay, I officially hire you with Mcwings. First target, Slyvester!!
Me: Tsk, why your own brother?
Sebastian: CAUSE HE STOLE MY SHARE OF HAWAIIAN PIZZA!!!

LOL, This dude is damn ramdom. :D Adorable much?
&I can't wait till tmr, 7June2010 to arriveee. :D

So right now, I am kind of dead. )

My 16th pair. :D

2010-06-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

My 16th pair of shoe for this year. :D

I think I am mad crazy. Cause I just bought my 16th pair of shoe. (: I am buying average of 2 - 3 pairs of shoe per month. LOL.

"But shoe makes me happy, I am superficial. Whatever."

I went Orchard with Cheryl & Vivo with Sebastian today! :D Shopping Shopping Shopping. (: Oh I just packed my wardrobe. Dumped 3 full bags of super huge red plastic bags of clothes. & Guess what? My wardrobe is still full. HAHA. Many of my clothes are either too big or I never wore it. Found a few piece of blouse that still have the tags on. LOL. I need a new closet. A new big closet that can fit everything; shirt, blouse, dress, shorts, pants, skirts, bagsss.

&I need new jeans ): All my jeans are too large for me now. I've like drop one size since last year. LOL. Cheryl is complaining that I should stop losing weight. HAHA Went shopping today & saw things I like. ): But I am damnnnn broke. HAHA. 2 digits in my bank account. (:

I want;
- Skirts from Cotton @ Wisma
- THAT bag from Fareast Orchard
- THAT handphone strap from 77th street @ Orchard Ion.
- THAT bracelet from 77th street @ Orchard Ion.
- THAT ring from 77th street @ Orchard Ion.
- I need new blouse.

I badly need to save up. OMG. ):

& I miss boyfriend. ):

Baby, I miss you.

2010-06-04T09:28:00.000+08:00

"All I want us just one day together. Just you and me. Nobody else."

Late Nights.

2010-06-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

Late Night Mugging Operations

It's 11.44pm. & I am still mugging for my BEV test tmr. OMGG! I am freaking dying. I need snacks. & I can't find my sweaters or jackets, thus I am using my boyfriend's. HUGEE! Okay, I am suppose to start mugging again.
GOOD LUCK PEOPLE FOR ALL YOUR EXAMINATIONS. (:

It felt like 'O'-level all again.

I can really use a wish right now.

2010-05-31T22:05:00.001+08:00

Boy, each time your hurt me you only make me realised how much stronger I've to be.

I will be so damn strong, till one day nothing can hurt me anymore.

So, don't you worry about all these tears that fall right now.

Cause, this is just gonna be a sacrifice for me to be stronger.

Just wait till that day, love.

Dear me,

2010-05-26T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday. (:

I am that girl..

2010-05-23T16:42:00.000+08:00

"The same girl who laughs and talk a lot and seems very happy is also the girl, who may cry herself to sleep."

Just so you know.

2010-05-22T11:39:00.000+08:00

My hand is damn prettyyyy noww. :D

Okay, It's 11.06AM. I am at home at home watching drama now. LOL. okay, I think I am damn lacking in updating my blog noww. (:

05 May 2010 - Laura's Birthday Celebrations.:D

Loveeeesss

Okay, I need to prepare & get out now. So post tmr if can. :D Byeee

Be Hungryyy!

I am still searching..

2010-05-19T21:12:00.000+08:00

I just wanna smile like how she does it, the smile that make everyone around her feel happy..

But, being around her makes me realised how broken I really am.

I realised, I am tired.

I wore a heavy mask everyday.

I've perfect my smiles and laughters, to hide the unstable feeling deep down.

'Cause I just sick of people asking, sick of people worrying for.

I am sorry, cause I don't think I am not worth of your time worrying.

Therefore, I rather be that strong & happy girl whom can take the whole world down.

Girls will always be girls.

2010-05-18T22:29:00.001+08:00

I am dead tired, but I am damn happy.

Okay, so the stormy nights are over. Here comes the sunshine. For the past week, everyone including me seems unhappy. Well, @ least today is a new change! & tmr will be better. I am soooo looking forward to it! :D Went Orchard shopping with Dearest Ai today! :D HEEEEEEELS~ Finally got it! :D It isnt what I initially wanted, but what I've got is better! :D We walked & talked. OMG! We've to go shopping again soon okay!? Must get all the things we want! :D Save up!!

4.7inch, 12cm.

&I am begin to wonder how am I gonna walk around school tmr?

I felt blessed. Since young, I've got almost everything I wanted and I still wanted more. But as I grow up, I realised there are a lot of unfortunates out there who can't even satisfy their needs, much more about wants.

I AM A HAPPY GIRL! :D

I Like This Dress.

& okay, BYE BYE.

I need you,

2010-05-17T06:03:00.001+08:00

it's 5.53am. &I cant get to sleep, not yet.

The dreams keep haunting me like mad shit.

The voices in my head wont get lost.

I am falling deep into it.

Tears keep falling.

All I can do whole night is to curl myself up & hide under the blanket hoping this nightnare would just leave.

Waiting fot some one to wake me up from this mess.

I wanted to call for help, but my fingers just won't move.

I needed you.

Cry and cry.

Till someone called and wake me up, get rid of all the voices around me.

Your call was desperately needed.

I wanna be like this.

2010-05-16T11:04:00.000+08:00

I wanna be happy like nowww. );

Like ohhhhh fuuuuuuuuuu, I just read fb & someother people's blog. It make me think & think. Tsk, it's irritating. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Whateverrrr, I am gonna stop thinking. I want shopping! Damn. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Karma, why are you like this?

2010-05-15T09:00:00.000+08:00

MY LEFT EYE IS SWOLLEN! ):

KK, it's early in the morning & my mood is awesome despite my swollen eyes. :D School recently was alright. Damnn tiring. & I am like majorly sick! ): Have to avoid eating alot of FOOOOD! Cause of my 2nd and 3rd mummy to be. LOL. Ohhhwell. School isnt the same with Aisyah. ): Like soooo boringgg. Besides Insyirah is back. Which makes no difference. -.- Whatever. I think I am too high right now, so I'll just stick to painting my nails & watching ANIME! :D
& around 3 more hours before meeting Boyfriend.
Tsk, I wanna meet my wife soon laaa.
BYE.

Ugly Little Duckling.

2010-05-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

Formal wear are such pain in the ass.

Boyfriend bought me chicken pie today.
I am happy. (:
Are you?

Ohhh fuuu god.

2010-05-11T10:01:00.002+08:00

I am so bored in class now & I am sick. ):

Just so you know.

2010-05-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

I MISS HER LIKE OH-FUUUUUU-SO-MUCH. ):

Let's have much more fun, honey. (:

Leave me here.

2010-05-06T23:29:00.001+08:00

I wonder how long more do I have, before I can't just sit next to you & stare @ you ramdomly.

It's only 1 month & 29mins. ):

P/S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIFE!
P/P/S: I will be slow in undating recently. :D

It only matters if you're here.

2010-05-04T08:56:00.000+08:00

BOOOO! Cause I can't go to school.

Time check: 8.31AM
Seeeeeeeeeeee, karma loves me. Treat me so nice & keep me @ home not going anywhere. ): I wanna go to school lehhhhhhh. & I am lying on my bed hoping to fall asleep or hoping someone will come online soon & entertaint me. (example, Laura, Sebby, Lucian or J!) & I also need to complete my half-done BEV summary. Not to mention ILT have a thousand word essay & presentation project to follow up. Ohhhhhh fuuuuuu goood! &my baby boyfriend is having exams noww, so nice to be in school. KK, I shall sleep now. (:

"When I look at a bunch of people being with their friends, I can't help but to feel envy. I will be like them if I weren't about to leave. " - Shane

Right here, Right now.

2010-05-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

All this feels like a dream to me, cause it's all too short.

I can't stop crying, cause this is what I can do for now, for some comfort.

According to you.

2010-05-02T15:46:00.001+08:00

"You're everything I am not, I am the girl whom everyone will forget eventually. Cause I can't do anything right" -Shane.

I am @ T3's Mac with boyfriend now, STUDYING. ((: & I am doing my BEV summary. Oh my fuuuuuu god, damnn tiring can?! I dont even know what article to find.): Anyway, had a moment of emo-ness like yesterday night. I am actually reflecting on what happens after I am gone. ):
I need serious therapy sessions. OMG.

-I am god damn tired. ):

He bought a yellow camera for me. :D

Maybe.

2010-05-02T01:58:00.000+08:00

I changed a new bloskin, cause I am sick of the old. I was lazy to complete a blogskin of my own and thus I went and search of one. Came back from camp yesterday. Tiringg shit. ): & I wasn't very happy now. I dont know why. ); I guess, maybe it's because I am not spending enough time with people whom I cared about now. Example, Laura Lim. );

I]& Watched IronMan 2 with boyfriend todayy. Okay, I am dead beat & oovoo-ing with boyfriennd. BYE/

Reluctant.

2010-04-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

I am going to a camp tmr @ DSC.

A little reluctant. Cause I'm gonna miss alot of things. ): MY BED! Oh, & I've a new nickname, birdy by Eugene. GAHHH! &I've to face him for 2 days straight in camp, DAY TILL NIGHT! OMGGG! &&& Moreever, I am gonna see XXX! ): Save me! But @ least I have the girls. :D
&daddy's sending me tmr! Can waking up @ 5.30!!):

Dateline.

2010-04-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

I've more then a month or so to complete what I am suppose to do here. ): And it's sooo short, completely not enough time to finish what I wanna do. ): Oh-So-Depressed. ):

I wanna smile like this.

I wanna laugh & be crazy like this with her. Talk & laugh for who knows what.

Laughing @ his retarded face for god knows how long..

Meet more new friends & be crazyyy.

...

AGAIN,

&AGAIN,

&AGAIN.

...

I swear I'll never get sick of this routine.

Cause I know this is where, I really belong.

(P/S: Daiso cheat my money & ooVoo not working. ): FML.)

Wonders.

2010-04-25T01:28:00.000+08:00

My Dearest Aisyah, how could you ever say you're ~~ugly~~? You're sucha beautiful & wonderful lady. You brighten my life since the first day of school too! Cause I finally feel not so lonely you know? (: Able to find someone that you can talk & laugh with during the first day isn't easy. But somehow, something makes me sit next to you during the first day instead of the seat behind Qush. &WE BOTH HATE JUSTIN BIEBER! :D HAHAHAHAS!

CAN ANYONE TELL ME HOW IS THIS GIRL UGLY IN ANYWAY? She's so adorable.

& I MISS MY DEAREST LAURA! ): I feel like crying alreadyyy. ): ): ):
Wife, must meet up soon okay? PMS, must call me. (:

It's not what it seems to be.

2010-04-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

Before going to school. :D

School's fine. :D Super hyper todayy. YAY! Had funnn. But Bull is scaryyy. ): I miss myy wifee. ); ANYWAY, PHOTO SPAM AHEADD!

20042010:

During PE. My brightly coloured shoe lace is awesome!

♥Aisyah. :D

Slacking after school. :D

I am bored, & I miss my phonee!

Slacking with Boyfriend @ Marina's Macs after visiting Becky @ Farrer Park. :D

Went Jack's Place for dinner after that. :D

Cause it's our 2nd month being together. :D

&Yes, I wore pe shirt & FBT shorts out like this. :D

Sue me.

He surprised me with helium ballons & rose. :D

&I MISS LAURA NOW!

♥

Ramdom Picturesss:

WE WERE BORED SHIT IN CLASS, THUS WE DRAWED BULL!

Qush with my ribbon on his head. :D

I ♥ my transparent bag.

kk, BYEBYE. ♥

):

2010-04-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

I had a rough day.

Even school was alright, consist of eating & sleeping & bored to death.

You make me laugh. always. :D

2010-04-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

"Talk to our Duck!"

LAURAAAAA, says: we got so many photos. i'm tired of uploading ):

HAHAHAS, This girl never fails to make me laugh like mad. School's fine overall. & during break, I TRIED NEW FOOD! :D Was gossiping about BULL wholeeeee day! :D

Our new bought shoe lace. :D

Nothing much. Joined Modern dance & Drama club. LOLOL! Cool right? Went & meet up my dearest wife after school. Bought newww handphone strap. :D

ADORABLE RIGHT!? :D

& Slack around. :D CAMWHORE LIKE MAD. :D

We were laughing @ idk what. :D

We're a crazy twosome. :D Anyway, I think I just fixed my spoilt transparent bag. :D

I SEW IT! :D

& Burn the extra treads. :D

& IT'S AREADY TO USE! :D

Went around Singapore with boyfriend ytd, :D

Tiring but fun. & he bought me this cute little thing. :D :D

&my dearest wife gave me flowers on some ramdom outings we had! :D

KK, &I have to pack my baggg. BYE!

I am Alien. :D

(P/S: I would post the rest of my outings soon. )
(P/P/S: My nose is swollen!)

I know, I know.

2010-04-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

Me & Laura after class gathering. :D

Boyfriend came my house early in the morning. When I am still sleeping. -.-' 11AM. OMG. Anyway, met my Wife in the bus around 1pm. When C's party today. It's boring. :D HAHA! It might be fun if we mix around but we dont care. (: Me & wife just sit around talking. Well, practically.. We can't be bothered about others. Sorry, but we are just not interested in you guys so called, "JOKES". (: Left around 3plus. Went pp & plaza sing after that to service my phone. Walked around & waited for boyfriend to come. We talked & laugh. God, I'll miss her like mad after I leave. He came around 7pm, send wife to station & went AJISEN for dinner. Sumsung texted me & said my phone is ready for collection! YAY! Trained down to Vivo & slack @ roof. Home around 11PM.
-THE END-

Bitch, I know that attitude of yours, so I am giving yours mine. :D

I am gonna be Gothic.

2010-04-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

I am happy, but for some reason I am not.

Leaving is a sad thing.

But I've to deal with it.

&I don't know what to do, thus crying is all I can.

I am gonna be Gothic tmr.

Check out my eyeliner.

Just because I am sad.

2010-04-15T23:08:00.001+08:00

I need to vent my sadness now. ):
I dont feel good. ):
Maybe I am insecure.
I am suppose to happy.
But I am not.
The fact that I am leaving is hurting me.
I might be ~~smiling~~, but I am crying.
New environment scares the shit out of me.
I tried so hard to be strong.
But I can't.
It isnt about where I am, It's about who I am with.
I like my friends, I will miss them.
Like hell loads.
Is it enough just to facebook them, msn or even webcam?
No, it's definitely not enough.
I am lying to myself.
But hell, what can I really do?
Screw my life for being like this.
Karma perhaps.
I will have to start all over again from ZERO.
(P/S: I WILL LOVE YOU LOADS, LIKE HELL LOADS.)

I need to ~~talk~~, badly.

Hey you, don't snatch my boyfriend hor! :D

2010-04-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

I am very sorry for all the webcams photo recently, since my phone is spoilt & I haven't sent for repair yet. ): I MISS MY PHONE LAAA! School's like laughters. Laughed ALOT today. :D Omg, I think our (Me, A, C & I) minds are like greatly polluted. :D Talking about dirty things. Lessons are mostly SLACKING. :D After school, went to the "MALL" with Aisyah. Had bbt & cheezeeeee fries! OMG, we are like damn disappointed in it. ): Look so different in the photo. &daddy send me home! :D Oh, got my new ezlink like ytd. :D I am happy with the photo, cause it look so much nicer than the previous. :D

STUDENT FAREEE! :D

Anywayyy, tmr school ends @ 12PM. :D Gonna have lunch with the ladies & meet up with Dolphyy after that. :D
KK, Gonna entertain my honeycrab(S) on ooVoo. He soo poor thing!

My clutziness is beyond help. :D

2010-04-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

Bleah Blah Much.

Okay, I feel soooo "depressed". ):

Firstly, R says my clutziness is beyond help. HAHAHAHAS. Cause it's only 2 days of school & I've injured myself 10 times. :D
Secondly, I HAVE SPENT A BOMB TODAY! OMGGGGG! 33 bucks in the morning for cab as I am late. Another 50 bucks for uniforms. 20 bucks on shoe, 10bucks returned to boyfriend, 3bucks for stationaries & 25bucks on food. OMGGG, total spending of 141bucks today! OHMYFUUUUGOD.
Thirdly, tmr lesson will be damnnnn long. 8am - 5.30pm. ):

I AM GONNA TURN EMOOOO! not. HAHA

My lovely yellow file & yellow foolscap. (Showing off to R, but apparently he have a yellow file too!.)

Epic face which R took & yellowfied for me. :D

Me & Aisyh were thinking of being this year NDP motivator lorrr, like so cool. But sadly, my wife couldnt join me. ): Anyway she's damn bloody adorable & similar like me. :D

Anyway, had lunch with boyfriend today. HE BLADDY CONFISCATED MY PHONE. ): Can't stand my continutious texting. :D KK, webcamming with him now.
BYE.

(P/S: MUST WAKE UP @ 0545 TMR!! OMG.)

Miss me in the wee mornings!

2010-04-12T07:17:00.000+08:00

Webcams! :D

OMG, okay lor I am going to school soon. :D Lovely sexy daddy book a cab for me to go school. Heh-heh-heh. & I am deprived of sleep. ): Slept @ 3AM. OMGGGG, fell asleep half way while skype-ing with S. &ytd night shall be the last day you're seeing me in the wee mornings. :D

My new red hot sexy wallet. :D

Was OOVOO-ing with S earlier. :D Bought this wallet for 4bucks only. haha. Cheapo much? :D

Showing off my allowance to him. HAHA.

I AM FINALLY GETTING ALLOWANCE ALREADY! :D YAY! No need to scrimp so hard. :D

Goodbye my lovely nails. My sunburns make me look drunk.

kk, & I am talking to boyfriend.

We're comparing richness. :D

kk, Than I shall tie my hair & wait for the cab. :D

I am reluctant. ):

2010-04-11T14:05:00.000+08:00

Why am I so reluctant? Cause I need to report to school starting from TMR! ): FML LA! But on the brighter side, I have a whole load shit of fun this week. :D Late night webcams with BBs, snacks like mad, out & fun, class gathering, beautiful ladies with me. :D

& MY PHONE SPOIL SIA! ): Using S super ancient phone now. ); KK, shall post later. Going out soon. ):

Class Gathering. :D

Our AWESOMEST HAT. :D

Slacking with babes! :D

WWW with Boyfriend. (:

BYE.

I have baby fats okay?

2010-04-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

I HAVE BABY FATS! DO YOU!?

"Me: I HAVE BABY FATS! YOU HAVEEE!?
Boyfriend: I have teen fats. ((:
Me: OH! YOUR FATS ARE OLDER THAN MINE! :D"

Spasticcc me. (:

I hate me. ):

2010-04-05T05:37:00.002+08:00

I.Hate.Me. ):

I.CAN'T.SLEEP.

Insomnias + Nightmares. It always leads to crying.

I think I suck badly. ):

&My life saviour is not picking up his phone. ):
I can't possibly call the rest since they need to sleep.

):

2010-04-03T00:57:00.000+08:00

I teared cause of the bloody pain. ):

I feel so numb and scared. ):

I think I think too much. ):

& I cried. )';

No mood now, Shoo.

I am a physco! :D

2010-04-01T19:38:00.000+08:00

Our engagement rings. :D

I am so bored waiting for R to come. ): Watching Rec 2 later with him @ PlazaSing or Marina Sq(than maybe can look for my dearest wife.). :D Midnight movieeee. :D &it's M18 lorr. Hope can get in. Must dressed up maturelyy. ): Heels heels heels. GAH.

The difference in our skin tone. :D

My super fair fingers with engagement rings + my lovely purple nails. :D

KK, I need to change now. BYE

I don't feel good. ):

2010-04-01T01:09:00.001+08:00

I fell. ):

"R: Why are you sucha clutz?
A: Cause I am one that fell and hurts terribly.):"

Sometimes, insomnia are so bad that I would cry myself to sleep. ):

"A: I think I have serious problem. I think I stress over nothing. ):
R: You just think too much."

I am sorry for being sucha annoyance.

"R: Are you gonna call me later?
A: Idk. Being moofy now. ):"

I know I am putting a strong front. Cause I think it's pointless for people to know.

"R: Sometimes, I really want you to talk to me, spill your hearts out."

I can't.
Cause I am too ramdom.

&He webcam me to show off his dimples. Just to make me smile.

BYE.

We're officially married♥.

2010-03-31T02:23:00.000+08:00

Our wedding photo♥. :D

It seems that we've been through tons of fun & laughters, sadness & tears to be who we are right now. :D It's kind of impossible for me how we started out as just plain classmates to the relationship we're having right now. :D How we even got so closed together, I am surprised that I actually still remember (not so clearly but nevertheless.) We have different groups of friends initially &we started talking to each other as friends when we were both selected to go to OBS. Somehow it seemed that only 2 of us were going in the class or something like that. We started to make plans & all on how to deal with camps. :D Even though we didn't end up in the same group in the end. LOL.

Aries' birthday party @ kbox (2009)

We were somehow being invited to Aries birthday party. Since we were probably the outcast there, we went together & had fun. Slowly, bit by bit. We got to knew each other more, we talked more & play more. We've discovered things in us that are so simillar. We hang out more often. We talked/gossiped more often. :D (Thanks to T.H.X apparently.) We would always do silly and crazy things which everyone thinks we're childish. :D

Racial Harmony Day. :D

Saturday Lesson. :D

We studied together.

We've celebrated teacher's day. :D

Night Studied like mad.

Saturdays fun with her. ♥

Outings togetherrr! :D

Food hunt like mad. :D LOL.

Last time mad fun before O-level. :D

I would never forget about the words you said & comfort me when I was in a shit hole mess breakup with my ex-boyfriend. You make me realised that I dont care about him, just angry @ myself for not making the first move. :D I would never forget how crazy we were, partying like mad. I would never forget how we cried in the toilet after results, so scared shit & all. It's so funny to think about it all now. :D

Christmas gathering with E4's. (:

Planning presents for Yimin. :D

New year celebrations. :D ♥

We bought flowers for each other.♥

We fell in lovee! :D

We ♥ Light stickss. :D

Ikea madness!

Shopping & Ice cream. ♥

CNY celebrations(sort of) @ HC's house.

Sentosa & Theme park with ♥

Shopping! Bought mad awesome shirts.

OUR HONEYMOON!♥

&now, we've bought our Engagement rings, Wedding rings & EVEN HAVE KIDS! *Screams*

ADORABLE MUCH!?♥

During this period, I think you've taught me alot. I've changed alot.We shared problems & helped to solve them. We worried, care, concern love each other. LOL

& now, we're officially HUSBAND & WIFE! :D

♥♥♥

I'm a happy girl. So excited for May to come. :D

(P/S: I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM TYPING/DEDICATING FOR! :D RAMDOM FUNNY SIA!!)

Earth Day! :D

2010-03-28T02:16:00.001+08:00

I AM A HAPPY GIRLLLL! ♥

♥ the tanktop, ♥the bangle, ♥the ring, ♥the necklace & ♥me :D

(Note: Photo Spam Ahead.)
It's just so easy to make me happy. :D All you have to do is gossip with me, let me play lightsticks, shop shop shop, talk nonsense, go out with me, look @ my super retarded boyfriend doing retarded things, a working laptop that able me to upload photo, talk crap with R, sing song with L, dance dance with S, morning calls from J &see/talk ♥Girlfriend. You'll get a happy me! :D

Okay, so I shall start from...
17 March 2010 - Honeymoon with Girlfriend.♥ :
Was planning to go ~~Marina Barrage~~. But it was farr and boring! Went Marina Square (again) instead! Had hot pot. :D Ate their fondue buffet. TOTALLY NOT RECOMMENDED. -.-

Some of the dishes. -.- Sucks.

We ♥ fondue (with sugar added ourself) & bananas. :D

♥Childish Us.

Yes, we're indeed wearing the same shirt. Went KBOX next. Sang like mad, jump like crazyy! :D

So pretty right? LOL.

Front of our shirt.

Back of our shirts. :D

Sang till 7 and start walking around. LOLOL. WE ADOPTED OUR KIDS! :D

Nanok & Picoal. LOLOLOLS.

&Camwhore like mad. :D

Enjoyed madness from that day. :D ♥

18 March 2010 - Movies with B & Boyfriend. :D
Went PS & watch "How to train a dragon" :D super cute movie. 3D somemore. :D

Camwhore madness with brother. :D

19 March 2010 - BBQ party @ Dolphy's. :D

22 March 2010 - Dinner with family♥

Black & White muchhh. :D

With brother & mother. Daddy doesnt want take pictures. ):

26 March 2010 - Outings with Yimin & Celine.
Met Ena & Sheralynn @ PS. LOLOLOL.

Retarded looking with shopping bags. :D

Went PS - 313 - Ion - Fareast - PS.
I AM SO BROKE. Spend & Shop like MAD.

Slacking @ somewhere. :D

Yimin doesnt wanna take pictures with us. LOLOL.

27 March 2010 - Shopping with Boyfriend, Mendicure with Mummy & Ice cream with Boyfriend.
I swear I am sucha happy girl. But I am so god tired now.. Met up with boyfriend @ 10am in the morning. Trained down to PS, had BK for breakfast. Walkked down to 313 & ION to shop for HIS THINGS. :D

Oh, FLAG DAY! :D

This shirt is mad adorablee! (I choose okay?)

Walked around @ back to PS & slacked @ Macs before going & look for mummy @ Tampinese to do mandicure. :D

my colourful nails before. :D

&I've DARK PURPLE NAILS NOW. I Likeddd~ Walked and shopped around after that. Had dinner. Met up with boyfriend again, for ice-cream. :D &I might have mood swings. LOLOLOL. Played with light sticks okay?

Coincidencely, when we went to that shop (ice-cube) they were having EARTH HOUR! :D & so naturally, we're like the central of attention since light sticks are so bright! :D I even heard guys saying "SO COOL!" :D

Pretty sticks. :D

&When we ordered our ice-cream, the waiter was like :"since you use a light sticks, you'll enjoy ten percent discount. (;" MAD COOL! People, light sticks are not childish okay!?

looking mad bored while waiting. D:

8 different type of icecream & I only like 3. :D

&We spend our earth hour there man. LOL.

I am amaze by the video he took of me! :D

I found alot of my photos in his phone!!

He can't have the camera next time!

Homeee next, camwhore moments. :D

Did I mention I LOVE the necklace in the picture? :D

THE END. (:

I am so darn tireddd. ): KK, before I go.

R, I DONT CARE.

BYE.

It's sad to say, "I.CANT.SLEEP!"

2010-03-26T12:09:00.000+08:00

I swear it's so darn sad to say, "I CANT SLEEP!". I think I am gonna cry. I am so god damn tired please. OMGGG. Slept @ nearly 3 am in the morning and woke up @ 6am in the morning. Fell asleep @ 9am+ and woke up @ 11. Bloody shit 5 hours of sleep only. I am complaining just cause I am not use to haveing so litttle sleep. I usually do sleep about 10-12 hours. By sleeping 5 hours is like HALF of what I usually sleep. So it's difficult for me NOT to act like a zoombie later when I am out with the girls. ): Currently talking crap to R. I dont know what he just said, but I am laughing like mad cow dog. I guess it's something gotta do with him being annoyed by me in the early morning & I am actually not listening to any of his crap. :D Yes, I annoyed him by calling him in the morning & woke him up. But his reaction is so darn funny.

I am indeed playing lightsticks in the middle of the night @ home. (:

But I am obviously, not playing it alone that's HORRIBLELY LONELYYYYY. &I dont do lonely things. :D

We're RETARDED!

Honestly, I didnt know boyfriend is capable of doing something so retarded. (: I am sooooo sad. Cause I cant upload photossss. ): BOOOOOO!

GTG, BYEBYE

It's Alived!! :D

2010-03-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

Webcam with L. ((: crop off him since he said he's half naked & dont wannt disappoint his girlfriend. -.-

Okayyys! Post another timee. Webcamming with boyfriend. (:

It died. ):

2010-03-19T13:01:00.001+08:00

Currently @ boyfriend's house. Waiting for him to shower. ):
&&& MY LAPTOP DIED! So, delay posting. :D
Went honeymoon with Girlfriend on wednesday. :D GOT KIDS OKAYYY!?

Anyway, going Rand's bbq later. BYE

Hit, Nailed, Banged.

2010-03-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend took this photo of me. LOL

Conversation between T & Me:
T: I SAW YOU @ IT FAIR TODAY! With your friend, choosing skin.
Me: No, with boyfriend.
T: Boyfriend!?? Since when?
Me: Since last time.

&&& T thinks I am joking. HAHAS. Spended like 90bucks today. ): Money fly so fast.

&I shall go off now. BYE

I am backk. :D

2010-03-13T01:50:00.004+08:00

Backed. :D & Currently webcaming with Boyfriend. :D

Shhhh, he didn't know I printscreen. HAHAHAHAS! :D

&He not happy, so he demand to re-printscreen :D

&he's very happy now. LOL

LATERS!

I miss Singapore.

2010-03-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

Alrighty, freaking 4 degrees now. Like OMG cold. Wearing mad layers of clothes.

&Was listening to this song the whole time on the plane. :D

&I'll be back soon, like tmr. :D

I am gonna fly! :D

2010-03-10T07:30:00.010+08:00

Scheduled Post.

BYE BYE!

I am flying off. :D

For a short trip. :D

On the planee now.

Cause you cared.

2010-03-08T00:15:00.000+08:00

We're retarded siblings. :D

Okay, saw this photos on my brother's old phone. :D We're so so so retarded can? Oh, he've got a new phone recently which is the freaking latest model. OMG, envy to max. Wanted to change my phone, but I've only got this phone for less than four months.):

(P/S: PHOTO SPAM AHEAD!)

Ramdoms:

@ Grandpa's shop. :D

18 Febuary 2010:
Outing with Girlfriend & Celine. :D

@ Jack's Place for Ice-cream.

While Celine's having her baked rice. :D

We've caught Percy Jackson that day! :D & went Orchard for shopping! :D

Me & Girlfriend bought roses for each other. :D

Met Z @ PP for dinner around 10 plus. :D

Girlfriend & Celine came over my house after dinner. Chatted till midnight. :D

Ramdom Camwhore photo. :D

(P/S: Most photos are with Girlfriend.)

20 Febuary 2010:
HC's house & Sentosa with Girlfriend. :D
-Didn't took any photo @ his house. :D HAHAHAHA.

Bought Raincoats @ Daiso cause it rained earlier on. :D

Us on the beach, Childish me eating kinder surprise. :D

Opened the present given by boyfriend on the beach. HAHAHAS. (Look @ the photo above for the roses.) Read his letter. &Laughed like mad. HAHA. Chit-chat till nightfall. Almost fell asleep on the beach. :D

Awww, how adorable. :D

Walked around Sentosa & acted like a tourist. :D Putted on our bright bright specs &got alot of attention from people. :D

♥ Light Sticks. :D

&Someone terrible stole one of my roses. ): We putted it @ the back of our bag. &HE stolen it! Ridiculous. Went City Hall for the funfair :D

Our coupons. which cost 2.50bucks per ticket. ):

While waiting for our coupon to be bought. :D

So fun! :D

&My legs are wobbly after the ride. HAHA. Feeling super unwell after that. :D

& the view. :D

Went Jack's Place for Yusheng next. Catch the last train home. HAHA

01 March 2010:

Sentosa with YM & C. :D

Waited for Celine to end her work @ Vivo.

Pretty sunset. :D

We ♥ sunsets.

The pretty view we're looking @. :D

This would be a pretty picture if not for the bra-cleavage showing. ):

Played with in the water. & Something OMFG happened. HAHAS. Anyways, I've got karma for bitching about HER too much. Cause something stabbed my toe & bleed like mad. Pain X100000000.Showered next. It was mad crazy cause all of us showered together in the common space. :D

We bought Light Sticks too! :D

Failure shot.

I've got funny eyes. :D

I still look WTF? HAHAS & my arm look muscular.

Under the lamp post, trying to be angelic. :D

Just ramdom camwhore. :D

Shadows. :D

Sky Rides next! :D

I am so freaking fairrrr.

Luge next!! :D

Second Skyride! :D

Playing with ♥Light Sticks. :D

Second luge ride! :D

My hand so freaking fair. -.-

Flash's problem!

We've got coloured nails. :D

Tram back to Vivo. :D

Light Sticks Are Awesome! :D

Bought Superdog up to the rooftop & chill. :D

03 March 2010:

Shoppings with Girlfriend, YM & Celine and later one "Wolfman" with ladies & Celine's friend.

We went Orchard! :D

♥ Girlfriend.

& we've engaged on this day! :D

Girlfriend drew this & showed the guys. :D

Bought this shirt with Girlfriend. :D Major cool shirt!

04 March 2010:

Out with daddy in the morning & work in the evening.

Saw this beautiful sunrise in the morning on the way to somewhere.

06 March 2010:

Out with Caterpillar R &J. :D

Accompanied J to AMK & get his new phone. & Apparently, it's the same phone as my brother. :D

My brother's phone & it's very sweet of him to place my photo as his wallpaper. :D

Meet up with boyfriend later on in the evening.

07 March 2010:

Daddy's Birthday! :D

Daddy's 42th Birthday! (P/S: He just woke up. That's explain his red eyes.)

Went compass in the afternoon & Got daddy a huge bouquet of roses for his birthday! :D

Brought my cousin down to playground before dinner. :D

I LOVE DADDY!! :D

I miss ice-cream!! ):

Boyfriend thinks I look very pretty in this photo. -.-

&I AM GOING OUT FOR ICE CREAM TMR! :D BYE.

Not Happy Again. ):

2010-03-06T11:45:00.001+08:00

I SAW SOMETHING THAT MAKE ME STRESSSSSSS A MOMENT AGO.

Thus, I am not happy + I am freaking having a fever now + Having a bad stomache.

I don't know what I am fucking doing @ all.
So what if we're different?
We'll make it work slowly.
I didn't tell you how I feel, doesn't mean I neglect you.
Just cause I think it'll be better off if I didn't say, cause you couldn't do anything about it.
Spare a thought for your feelings?
Sure I did, that's why I didn't say how I feel.

& I begin to wonder, should I ever regret this choice I made?

Fucked it all, Get Stuffed.

I quitted my job.
&I am going out with Mr Caterpillar later. :D
(P/S: Just Ranting. Don't Bother Asking Me "Am I Okay?" Cause I Am Not. Not For Now.)

The things you do..

2010-03-05T12:39:00.001+08:00

I've work laterrrr~ Still deciding whether to go.. X:

...

Where is the boy you love most?

- Technically, I love a girl more.

If there was a large spider in the room, what would you do?

- Get my super brother to squshhh it. BLEAH.

Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like?
- no haha.

When you sleep in your bed, is stuff usually on it?

- Pillows, bolster, stuff toy.

What color are the pants you're wearing?

- Black & White.

Who makes you happy?

- Girlfriend + Mr Caterpillar..

Was there anyone who "made your day"?

- R made my day today! :D

Views on Lil Wayne?

- he’s ‘lil. hahaha.

Fess up, who was your New Years kiss?

- LAURAAAAAAAAAAA~

Who did you spend most of your time with last night?

- Yimin. :D

What does your most recent text say?

- "HANG ON GIRL! DON'T DIE ON ME! I AM ALMOST THERE!"

(P/S: R is freaking retarded, but whatevers He've got me breakfasttt~)

When was the last time you had a conversation with your ex face to face?

- who cares.

Is your hair up?

- Just woke up is, my hair is down.

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?

- yes.

How do you feel about homosexual people?

- They're normal people just like me.

Does it annoy you when people type like they're ghetto?

- ghetto? LOL

If your favorite restaurant ended up having roaches, would you eat there?

- In Singapore? Probably they'll close down..

Your girlfriend/boyfriend buys you flowers, you say:

- That's so cool! :D

If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around do you run red lights?

- I CAN'T DRIVE! ):

Have you ever been Ice Skating?

- Yar

Have you ever stood up for anyone you didn't know?

- Not that I remember.

How many years have you been making this world amazing?

- 16 years & 9 months. :D

Your best friend just mooned you, are you grossed out?

- haha no! i’d smack his bum :P

Is the person you have feelings for at least a bit cute?

- hmmm, perhaphs.

Have you ever lost someone who meant a great deal to you?

- yeah

Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

- He's like the greatest guy friend anyone could have. :D

Are you emotionally strong?

- Not so strong.

Girls love it when boyfriends cry, correct?

- That's wrong.

Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

- R, R, R. He called to cheer me up. :D

Does your bedroom have a door?

- Who doesnt?

Do you like to wear sweatpants?

- warm leh.

What do you think about the weather?

- SO OMG FREAKING WARM.

Think a lot before you fall asleep?

- every night.

Do you like being around a large group of friends or a best friend?

- I have a large group of friends AND a best friend.

What would you do for a Klondike bar?

- Huh?

When you heard about the Haiti incident did you care?

- yeah.

If you got a ferret what would you name it?

- peekaboo

Do you think everyone learns from their mistakes?

- No.

If you had to choose between money and true love what would you chose?

- both means something..

Have you seen the movie Lovely Bones?

- no.

Do you think you'll ever fulfill your dreams?

- i guess

Do any other girls like the last person you kissed?

- HAHA, I think so.

What's something that bothers you about girls?

-bitches, the damn lot of them.

Your ex says "I'm sorry", what do you say?

- get hang or something.

Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?

- not really.

Is there a guy that knows a lot about you?

- yes.

Your ex calls you and asks you back out, you say?

- Get stuffed.

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

- I dont plan kissing.

The person you have/had the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?

- duh

Are you nice to everyone?

- Try try.

Do you have anything you'd like to say, but can't?

- YES.

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?

- I would ask: "Why are they doing this?"

Is it possible to be single and happy?

- YES

Do you have any piercings?

- 2?

Tattoos?

- no, my parents would probably kill me.

First thing you did when you woke up?

- text, read text, text & brush up.

&My happy meal have arrive. :D
I do think that I've wake up the wrong side of bed. Cause I am not happy. ):

Oh, this is so funny.

2010-03-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

Your wanna see my boyfriend right?

So interested to see right?

So kpo right?

...

FINE, I SHALL SPAM HIS PHOTOS THAN! :D

MY BOYFRIEND. :D

HAHAHAHAHAS, OMG! I think you guys hate me now. :D
(P/S: Boyfriend just showed me his new girlfriend. HAHA.)

I AM ENGAGED TO LAURA LIM! :D

Shall post about ytd & today another day. :D

I like to make myself believe.

2010-03-02T15:38:00.000+08:00

Okay, I am going out soonnnn.~

Off to Vivo again. ):

For job interveiw lor.

&My money fly off like boomxzxzxzxz.

We're childish & we love us. :D

(P/S: My toe hurts like mad cow dog.)

I hate goodbyes.

2010-02-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

I am in SHADESSS! :D

Note: MAJOR SERIOUS CASE OF OVERLOAD PHOTOS OF ME AHEAD! :D (I've like 400++ photos on hand. LOL.)
I am suppose to blog yesterday. But I was damnn tired & lazy to go online. X: But oh well, Since I am home early, might as well blog. & I seriously think D influence me of typing boomzxzxzx recently. :D Oh, I am so so so so so so so so so tired now. ):

27 Febuary 2010:
Was supposingly to meet Joshy but YM came along too. :D Luckilyyyy mann! Went Marche, Vivo for lunch. :D

Joshy went off half way, that funny guy. Both YM & me laughed for hours @ his dad's joke. :D

& these 2 cute little beaver was next to me. :D

& Celine works there!!! :D

First ever time that I camwhore with YM so much! *Shock*

Awesome ice-cream. :D

Well after lunch, both me & YM went around and shoppped while waiting for celine to end work. Bought a lovelyyy sandals. :D Went to rooftop and slack after that. :D

With love, Shane.

28 Febuary 2010:
I WENT TO THE ZOO TODAY! :D Like finally, thanks to boyfriend. If not wait for R also don't know need to wait till how long. LOLOLS. I freaking woke up @ 9am can!? Soooo early. OMG OMG OMG. So freaking warm like mad, and my concealer melted. OMG. HAHAS

My newwww sandalss! :D

These cute little things greeted us @ enterance! :D

Lazy otters, freaking sleeping @ 12+ noon. (like me.)

I seriously think that all these animals sleeps in late..

Nevertheless, I still pose with it. :D

It's candid okay?

"Adorable-little" thing. LOL

I am actually afraid it use it beak and beak me or something. X:

Kangyyyyy~

I am actually very excited to see baboons. :D

But actually, I think they're sick.

Zoo have alot of monkeyssss.

Boring place. No butterflies for real.

Only this fake cacoon that I am staring at. -.-

Tigersss~

Elephants!

&this girl in front us is damn adorable. :D

Adorable ain't it? :D

I don't like tortoise, cause R says ~~I'm one~~. ):

I think boyfriend is obsessed with me la..

This sun bear is trying so hard to be tall. LOLOL

I think I took crocodiles weridly. :D

Boyfriend tried to stop me from going in here. HAHAHAHAS

Really tall!

Cause they dont like me. ):

I think I am crazyyyyy. :D

YUP, I am crazy. :D

.....

Finally...

I was about to fall. :D

I think I am just pure childish. :D

This thing ran past me & totally brush past me! :D

Lovely Rafflesia. :D

I stare you ar!

@ some tree-hole. :D

Giraffe! :D

& I wasn't prepared for any photo yet. -.-

*Staring @ something ridiculous.*

I DONT LIKE THEM ANYMORE. Pfft!

Who's fairer? Me or Polar?

...

I STILL DONT TELL YOU WHO'S MY BOYFRIEND! :P

(P/S: I can totally imagine boyfriend's look after he saw this. HAHA. Probably give that very very annoyed/pissed/irritated look. HAHA I AM CHILDISHHHH!~)
(P/P/S: I think I will post up boyfriend's photo soon. We're like so underground man.)

GOODBYE ZOOOOO!~

Dinner with family & dance practice next. & D says I smell like animal poop. HAHAHAS
&I shall post about the sentosa trip with Girlfriend soon. Once i got photos from her. :D
&&Going sentosa with YM tmr. :D
&&&GOODBYE! It's 2.02AM :D

Those words you told me.. I am a happy girl. :D

High, high and crazyyy.

2010-02-27T02:29:00.002+08:00

I SAW LOGAN LERMAN TODAY AGAIN! :D

OMG, Hotness to max!

Watched Percy Jackson & the Lightening Thief once again! Was going "OMG OMG HE'S DAMN HOT!" through out the whole movie. &I think that guy next to me was damn annoyed by my constant 'screaming': "He's hot!" "WOW!" "OMG" "OUCH!" & "AHHHHH!". HAHAHAHHAAS! Not to mention my unglam sitting position. Cross-legged wearing a mini-skirt. LOLOL! & causing him to have very limited space to move. ):

& I am supposingly to be in bed now. LOL. But R just keepppppp making me laugh/giggling like mad. OMG! hahahahhahas & therefore, I am still wide awake. :D Medicine that cause drownsy-ness are bull. Cause I still dont feel sleepy after consuming them for like an hour?

I need to wake up early tmr @ 12PM. ): Thanks to joshy man. Oh, going out with him tmr along with YM. :D &it's 2.31AM.

(P/S: I don't feel like going to zoo after i heard D saying that he saw a baboon masterbate in front of him a few months ago in zoo. LOLOL!)

-I am giggling like a little school girl...

Love affair.

2010-02-25T15:56:00.002+08:00

Currently @ R's. :D
Borrowed his ~~awesone~~ VAIO laptop. -.- Just cause I suck @ using his MAC book. OMG I seriously wonder how people uses MAC book? I can't freaking figure it out. Sucha loser for notebooks. ): It's okay, I shall just stick to normal notebooks. :D

WE DIDN'T MANAGE TO GO TO ZOO TODAY AGAIN. ):
'Cause this freaking guy was still SLEEPING when I arrived @ his house. OMG OMG OMG. He should just die! Cause I called him immediately when I woke up (@ 12.57PM). AND HE'S STILL SLEEPING 1 and a haf hours later. -.- So, that means.. WE CANT GET TO THE ZOO! Since zoo closes @ 6pm. we'll only have less than 2 hours of fun there. ): Pointless.. &So, we're probably gonna slackk around.
&He's freaking a pig. He won't even move when I pry the covers away from him. -.-

(P/S: I took a picture of him sleeping half naked and tried to threaten him. Before he finally willingly to get up and snatch my phone and delete it all. -.-)
AHHHHHH WELLLLL, he's finally done.
&Now we know, Medical check-ups = force people to pee. HAHAS.

BYE!

I seriously do think that messy wet hair makes a guy sexy. :D

There's a little black box over there..

2010-02-24T05:10:00.009+08:00

I am sooooo lazy to upload all the new photos into my com. ): I am so lazy to ask girlfriend for the photos took @ sentosa. ): Overall, I AM LAZY. :D I am so god damn tired. ): Just came back from night exploring. Cycled around. We drank and chit-chat around my blk. HAHA. Had a superb fun time playing and enjoying the breeze. The most cool part is, WE DIDNT BRING OUR PHONE ALONG! It's slience man! :D No text msg, No phone calls. Feel so free!
&I am gonna shower and sleep. :D

Your arms fits perfectly around my waist..

I can't tell you.

2010-02-24T00:04:00.006+08:00

HE'S BACKKKK! :D

Major awesome time with him:. :D

anyway, went doctor today for my rotting hand and leg.

Doctor says it's sensitive skin. OMG

I've sensitive lung, nose and skin...

WHAT'S NEXT? -.-

My wall paper! OMG SUPER CUTE RIGHT!

R says I am crazy.

Boyfriend just rolled his eyes @ me.

But whatever, he's hotness to max!

Just sometimes, I wonder how do you feel for me?

Just like this.

2010-02-21T13:00:00.001+08:00

I've just type a whole long essay by I ended up deleting everything.

I've no courage to post it up.

"Why did you reject my calls?" @ 2.38AM
-"Cause I don't know how or what should I say."

&Yesterday out with Girlfriend is superb like always, but with hiccups. ): Shall post later.
BYE